Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Sick of yourself

I have a question. What do you do when you get to the point where you are sick of yoruself?? That's where I have been these past few weeks. I have been sick of myself and everything about me. Ontop of that, I've been feeling this "pull", this urgency to turn and go back. With both of those feelings combined, I have been a time bomb waiting to explode. After ot eing able to handle it any longer, I went to a woman that I knows is a praying, fasting, women and had a talk with her about my feelings. Now, this is the part that's gonna blow your mind. She didn't tell me anything I wasn't already hearing in my spirit. But it was as if right at that moment, I knew what I had to do.

When you get to that place where you are getting sick of yourself, that' when you need to gird up your wings and pray ernestly to God. Isolate yourself, and remove yourself from situations you are in and turn to HIM. He's trying to get your attention.

Thursday, June 10, 2010

Some type of way

Lately I have been feeling some type of way about things in my life. There's nothing really major that' going on just the little things that I am having a hard time getting done and accomplished that has me bogged down right now and it's nerve wrecking.

What do you do when you have moments like this?

Thursday, June 3, 2010

Getting it together

For the past couple of days, I have been "feeling some type of way". With so much on my mind, I could not figure out where to start or what to do with the thoughts I was having. Then it dawned on me and I knew that God is not the author of confusion and that I just needed to slow my mind down, pull everything into focus and pay attention to what thus says the Lord. I asked a friend of mine why doesn't God just deal with you with one thing at a time?? why does He Have to deal with all your particular issues at once?? And she said because God wants us healthy, happy, and whole and we can't be that way if we are surrounded by a bunch of broken pieces.
Make sense?? Think about it....I"ll wait!